I HATE MYSELF

Many of us even after so much of education and having good job and earn good amount of money have no peace of mind.  Most of the times we are frustrated, tensed, feeling rejected, and troubled in many ways, you know why? It is all because of unforgiveness. You don’t forgive yourself, and so you can’t forgive others.  Love brings peace and joy, hatred brings separation and sadness.  Among all the virtues that which is mostly sought is love and it is the first fruit of the Holy Spirit.  Lack of love = Lack of life.

And now, why do I hate myself? Most of the time it is because of our own inability – ‘I can’t do this’, ‘I can’t do that’, ‘I don’t have this’, and ‘I don’t have that’.  It’s just all about our ‘can’ts’ and ‘don’ts’.  Comparing with others we would like to possess what we don’t have, or what we can’t have.  Or in other words, we are trying to get what is not ours or which does not belong to us.  Yes, of course, there is nothing impossible for us, but that does not mean you have to try everything.  By doing this we really miss even what we have.  We just try to fight the war which is not ours or we fight the fight in which we are not going to win.

God created everyone with certain ability and with certain inability so that we may live with interdependency on others.  I complete you by sharing what I have and which you don’t have.  You complete me by sharing what you have and which I don’t have.  This will happen only when you know who you are and accept what you are.  When we know and accept ourselves then only we will be able to understand and accept others and here we start complementing each other by sharing what we have.

God created each one of us for certain purpose.  Yes, it’s true that we are more tend towards evil but God can make it good if we realize our weakness and surrender to him by seeking his strength. “As God was creating man from the dust the angels tried to stop God making a man in all the way possible. They tried with their all possible ways and means to stop God creating man.  Failing in their effort, they have decided to call for an emergency meeting.  God was invited to convene the meeting.  The every angel started pouring complaints on God on the act of creating man.  Their argument was that angels are pure spirit and the creations are pure matter, and here when God creates man fusing matter with the spirit the man whom he creates will tend to do more evil than good. So, God should stop creating such creature.  After listening to all their complaints and explanations God answered, ‘yea, what all you say is true, but I can change all the evil into good.’

So, don’t hate yourself because you are bad, don’t hurt yourself because you are not the way you want to be.  Don’t get frustrated because you don’t have that and you can’t do this.  Instead all you need to do is just give up.  Give up everything to God.  He will make things right for you.  The battle is not yours, it belong to God.  Why you fight a battle which you cannot win. 

JUST TRUST IN THE LORD ALWAYS.

ACCEPT AND OFFER,

LOVE AND SHARE,

REALIZE AND RECOVER.

THERE IS NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD.